Thinking is one thing… Doing is another

Dec 21, 2007 by Dave McCollum    No Comments    Posted under: Archived Blogs

So last night I realized that thinking that I’ve been able to put something in my past and move on is a totally different thing than physically dealing with it. Though I do not think that being 2000 miles away from the problem for almost 2 years has helped much at all. I saw this person for the first time last night. I must say that it was probably the worst feeling I’ve ever had in my life. I honestly did not know how to deal with it. I wanted to speak, but couldn’t. Wanted to do something, but couldn’t. So what did I do? I left. Thus making ZERO progress. Hmmm bad move me?! Maybe, but not really. I did try to make the effort to talk and be “friends” so to say, but no response was ever issued toward the matter. I wish that things could be different. But more so right now I want to figure out how to put this in my past and move on. I think going back home to Texas will help. Just to get away from it all. Maybe lose these feelings on the open road somewhere in between here and there. Haha that reminds me of a song… lyrics to follow. Well I guess that is all for now. I am returning to my bagel and coffee.

Eve6- Open Road Song

Tonight I feel ambitious and so does my foot, as it sinks on the pedal
I press it to the floor
I don’t need a girl
Don’t need a friend
Cuz my friend lonesome’s unconditional
We’re flying forever bored

For a moment I love everything that I see, and think, and feel
I love my broken sideview mirror
Cuz it’s so perfect
I’m so perfect
You’re so perfect
You’re not here!
I hear the change in gears

My pile shakes as i hit 80′ on the open road
This is an open road song

The night is beckoning
Although I have nowhere to go but home, feels good to be alone
With every turn comes a new frame of mind
If I could frame my mind
Where would it hang?

My pile shakes as I hit 80′ on the open road
My pile shakes as I hit 80′ on the open road
My pile shakes as I hit 80′ on the open road
This is an open road…song!

I crack a window
And feel the cool air cleanse my every pore
As i pour my poor heart out
To a radio song that’s patient and willing to listen
My volume drowns it out
Ya, but that’s okay cuz I sound better then him anyway
Anyday!
Ya, my voice is sweet as salt
I search for comfort and I find it where I found it many times before
Times before it could be forgotten, yeah !

My pile shakes as I hit 80′ on the open road
My pile shakes as I hit 80′ on the open road
My pile shakes as I hit 80′ on the open road
This is an open road…song!

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